LIFEEEEE, BITCHEESSS!

Mother gush out a strong wind,

The walls that shield are thin,

I will not succumb to ruins,

Life can start if it only begins.

New path, chapters and stories,

The whole show was peachy,

Actions were without regret,

Subconsciously that’s what begets.

Caution thrown to the wind,

A destruction foreseen,

Comprehension is all muddled,

Emotions are all curdled.

What thoughts were right; were wrong,

Beliefs of being strong didn’t prolong,

Things just don’t come as how you want,

Reluctantly revert back to square one.

I hate this melancholy shit.

Enter Galactic

Standing high up at a level,

Looks at beauty that others don’t see,

Understanding misunderstood wind,

Breathing nature with a smile.

Train chugs at a speed,

As thoughts go deeper,

Imagining a world,

Where everything’s so vivid.

Everyone is everyone's brethren,

Brooding over mistakes nonexistent,

Forgiveness comes effortlessly,

Peace comes compassionately.

In this conception there’s no hate or disregard;

Everything will be alright, everything will be alright.

June 2011

Unsent message

"All the people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside"

-"Heart of the matter" India Arie

A New Story

Colour, feathers; glitter and stones,

Methodically embossed or adhered,

Even pretty in monotone,

And sometimes in fur.

It covers and hid,

Ambiguity. Mysterious..

Everything underneath,

wanting to burst.

Who knows the veiled wearer,

A meticulous task;

to pry and pester,

Behind the Masquerade Mask.

I feel so alone. Sad.
I've lost everything.

Have you seen the remote?

My life feels its on pause right now,
and the problem is that I can't find the remote control to click on play.

You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life.

You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night.

-Shania Twain


I have made many attempts to show that you're the one I want. I just hope you'll realize it.